My life was always a cool one, a secure childhood, typically planned by my dearest dad such that till now I never had any objection to go my way. But I now see people, mostly elders, warning me I am not going the right way, they ask me to be careful, work hard. I wondered why are they objecting me why not all these 20 years??!!! When I realised that they liked my way as long as I am in their way. But when I started to divert trying the ways other way round, they did not like it. In fact they never wanted to me take risks, just want me follow the way paved by them. But I would never like taking the road already laid. I would rather like to prefer the unbeaten paths.
It has taken 20 solid years for me to learn that i don't really want to put my brain head burried in the bloody academic subject books. I went back thinking how did I do the things all these years which I don't desire to do now. Finally I got the answer, I was just carried away by surroundings, it was as simple as that. When I saw everyone running behind books, I was influenced to do so. Now things surrounding me tell me that, there is a lot other than studies, studies mean studies, but I am not against learning. Studies framed by the system don't really help a student learn things. Instead they turn the human ignorant. I would rather like learning to be in a playful manner(especially in childhood) where learning or may be studying would be enjoyed.
Whatever happened always taught me something rather than nothing. I now started thinking about my places of interest. I decided to clear all my obstacles which stopped me thinking all these days, clearing literally mean settling them to good ending. I don't really want to lose my joys, fun but rather add some struggles, hardworks which would keep these joy along with me all my life. Well what happens next is what I experience and what i learn from that. Let's hope a very good lesson to learn.
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